My Life V.7.01
I feel like a whole new person.
The new 'lifestyle change' is going great; i've been cooking more plus the vitamins and supplements are awesome - I feel so energized and alive again. I'm even trying to have more fish which normally I can't stand :)
It was all kind of kickstarted by a super wonderful long time friend of mine who actually said - 'WAKE UP MARY - GET OVER IT' ! He's actually the only one of the couple people who'd I even let talk to me like that - and only cos I have known him forever and that he's been there before!
I'm officially done with the one year mourning and have a great new outlook on things including a calmer, more relaxed attitude and less sort of gloom and doom. Even though workstuff is still unstable I think I'm so ready to take on whatever gets thrown at me.
On the one year of my Dad's passing I 'told' him that its enough now and that while he will always be in my heart and i love him dearly i am moving on to go be a better person. I needed to do that. I can't tell you how much it helped.
People around me have commented that they have been noticing a difference for the better so I must be doing something right. I think after all the drama and false starts I'm on the right path.
I have some arty side projects lined up that I will be compensated for - thats always good news. I hope to really start booking photo projects - sooner the better. I think i'm finally ready for it all - can't wait to see what the next few months hold for me.
xo
