Friday, December 22, 2006

Christmas has offically started

Very special time of year. I feel like a kid. I love all the nice things that we get to see and experience only this time of year. We trekked out to see all the Macys' Trees Themed window displays on 34th Street - Totally amazing. A different theme for every window, animatronics, a candy cane eating polar bear, and under the sea mermaid adventure, a tv eyed dragon and of course Santa in his work shop. Pics to come :) While we were at it, we took a stroll out to Rockefeller Center and took some pics of the tree and checked out Tim's window displays for Anthropologie.

The old man and I had exchanged gifts with some people that we weren't going to see over the holidays last weekend and today I got one of my first presents from him - what was it? A Dick In A Box? no... :) though I could watch that video about a hundred more times and it never gets old.

He surprised me with my all time favorite chocolate truffles. Vosges Haut Chocolat - Exotic Truffles. I know that they're exquisite and hand made fresh with all natural ingredients and thats why he had to get me to open the present a bit early - honestly I don't mind one iota. These are hands down the best chocolates ever. Who Loves The Chocolate? - Everybody Loves These Chocolates. They're pretty much the best most delicious truffles :) If you get a chance, definately get your hands on some!

Off to bed and then on to the half day Friday. This weekend will be spent with family :) Then we're off until the new year. Some projects that i'll try to work on will include some photo updates, painting the bathroom, hanging drapes in the bedroom and clearing out all the closets. I also have some Netflix to catch up on, checking out new movies in the theatre as well as visiting old friends, so we'll see what what happens! It may all just go to shite and end up with me on the bed sleeping for 10 days straight!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Praga Khan - We Fuel Our Own High

From one of the best cds from 2006
Praga Khan : Soundscraper


Deep in the center of my soul
I am hungry
Longing for your touch
Moments of attraction
Deep in the center of my soul
I am thirsty
Longing for your lips
A physical reaction
We fuel our own high
And we touch the sky
Now that I’ve found you
My life is so complete
Your on my mind
When I close my eyes
I daydream about you
I finally found love
Deep in the darkness of the Night
I am hungry
Hungry for your love
A chemical attraction
Deep in the darkness of the Night
I am thirsty
Driven by desire
A physical reaction
We fuel our own high
As we touch the sky
Now that I’ve found you
My life is so complete
Your on my mind
When I close my eyes
I daydream about you
I finally found love

Monday, December 18, 2006

Lazy Sunday

The old man and I woke up around Noon-ish, rolled out of bed and had a lazy Sunday. Kara & Charles were the last to leave on Saurday. Thier new puppys are so adorable pics to come...

I finished cleaning up and straightening from the night before - putting everything and the birds back in thier rightful places. OH and managed to find Pictionary - I was so desperately looking for it on Saturday since a few people really wanted to play. oh well.

Later, I made some french onion soup - thanks be to Amy for the crocks cos they make the soup that much more authentic~ it was super tasty. *pats back*

New Family Guy last night was as usual hysterical.
looking forword to a short work week with very little to do :)
xo

Singing Christmas Songs... la la la

Holiday Parties and Dinner
This year seems more festive then most. We've gone to more parties then last year and hosted a small dinner for some friends on Saturday. Missing were Spooky and Allison :( they just recieved bad news on Fridays and regrettably could not attend. I dont know whats come over me but i'm really jazzed about Christmas this year. I play the annoying songs, and they don't annoy me. I LOVE looking at all the great homes decorated with tonnes of lights - in fact the old man and I are planning yet another pilgrimage out to the famed Elvis House in NJ

We did however enjoy a rather swanky party at a fancy nyc rooftop nightspot last Wednesday courtesy of the Parent Corporation complete with top shelf open bar. hmm. A drunkard would have loved this. I stayed pretty moderate as usual, but did manage to enjoy apricot mimosas and some Ameretto Sours. The place was way too gorgeous to ruin it with blantant drunkeness~ I had a great time joking around with people and enjoying the wonderful view of NYC and the empire state building. Had I known, I would have taken my camera and used that opportunity for an impromptu photo shoot. I only had the 'travel' cam with me so it was pointless.

Friday there was an office party gone out of control~ For every one person invited, three showed. It got really manic really quickly and wanted to leave early but I kept seeing more and more people who wanted to chat! It's not a bad thing but all that was on my mind was work - since I was at the office, and also baking my pies for the following night. Bands showed up, managers showed up... We had several of our co-workers DJ'ing and it was so great - the music went from 80s New Wave to Modern synth-esqe to 50's rockabilly and 60's Motown. We ended up walking to the PATH with a coworker at about 10ish, so we put in a good four hours of schmoozing - not too bad. ;)

It was nice to be home. seriously. The old man and I sat on the couch and hung out with eachother alone (**finally**) and our babies (the birds) in front of our beautiful 7 foot tree and chilled, enjoying eachother, quietly chatting. quite lovely actually. It's all about the little moments with me - i've always known that to be true, just that it had been happening less frequently lately.

Saturday - Holiday Dinner Party
I didn't invite the normal list of 20-40 folks this time and I have to say at first I was torn over it, cos part of me used to love huge events but this time, the small intimate dinner just worked out way nicer. Plus, it's not like we live in a huge house where we can seat so many people - It was way more manageable this year I have to say, no panicked clausterphobic anxiety for me. Plus everyone did a little something to pitch in and help so that rocked! The old man, Pam and I all decided a while ago that the big drinking parties aren't our thing these days - not that I don't like all my friends over, but there's something about a little quiet dinner party with holiday music on that just does it for me! So the three of us put our heads together and came up with a great menu, hell, maybe we've just started some new holiday tradition! All together there was just 7 people invited, not counting us and Pam (who did such a great job on cooking the main entrees).

Saturday morning I got up pretty early took care of some stuff and did a good cleaning around the apartment; then went across the hall to go over menu planning with Pam. The old man made sure the deck was cleaned up and got some pretty flowers for the apt. That night - we had some drinks and snacks out, for when our friends got there, then we starting pulling out all the food~ a Brie in puff pastry, pork loins, roasted turkey Breast, green beans with red pepper, roasted garlic potatoes, croissants, rolls, and a couple more sides we didn't need!!! We made food for an army of people~ For dessert there was Dunkin Donuts Doughnuts, all kinds of cookies, an apple pie & pumpkin pie, that I personally baked that afternoon, a cheesecake Pam made and chocolates! Not to mention, early Saturday afteroon, just after I got done straightening, I made homemade Mulled Cider with fresh oranges, cinnimon and cloves, simmering all day when you walked in our place just smelled gorgeous, like Christmas! There were lotsa jokes! (some groaners, some really hysterical), presents! (I'm so jazzed that Tim and Amy loved thier gifts. I love them both as if they were my blood siblings) and even Kara and Charles' new puppies Dax and Neo who are pretty much the cutest, most friendly cuddling puppy dogs i've ever met!

My holiday merriment isn't far from over... there's going to be at least two more Christmas dinners as well as our plans for new years eve (still up in the air).

I never cared for Christmas so much until I hooked up with my old man... aw, I know that was a groaner - I'm usually not that sappy but it's true. I know we have our fights but we gotta love eachother.

Friday, December 15, 2006

Photo Sampling - one

I've put up a few photos up on my imeem.com acct.

Ranging from Portraits to Commissioned work to Band Shots, and Nature; it's just a mixed bag of the work i'm capable of. Way more to come, most likely during winter break when I will actually have time!

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

oh Kara...

I love that Kara uses this word to describe how drunk people are...

ossify: to harden or to become bone.

Monday, December 11, 2006

Wonderful Time

Must have gained at least 20 lbs... (not really) but it was all worth it. Petr and Rose were in town so we all went out to dinner & drinks ... every... night! (almost) I feel like the entire weekend was COFFEE~ and restaurants :) Got to know new people and got to know a new part of myself too.

I have to say I was a bit nervous about meeting Rose, but almost instantly - my apprehension dissolved as I fell instantly in love with her - which for me was huge, since those of you who know me know that I have hangups with party girls and girls under the age of 27. lol

It sounds stupid but... alot of these girls are selfish, egotistic and self centered and have no respect for others. I think that after you reach your 30s then you end up calming down and being more laid back about looks and finally drop the High School bullshit and are able to learn from your life lessons.

I'm from the "Been there done that" mentality - it bores me to tears to have to deal with ultra hip know it alls, so I end up surrounded by people mostly my age who are grounded, straight up, secure in their skin people who dont need to rely on drugs or alcohol for a good time. It's an oddity for me to meet a really cool grounded younger person who can relate to me and make me feel instantly at ease.

This entire weekend was spent talking - about so many things. Joking, getting to know my friends better, laughing, telling stories... I mean, seriously, this is what a good time for me is. Why cloud it by going to a noisey bar or club and having to shout at eachother and getting wasted to forget life?

Back to meeting Rose, I felt some kind of kindred spirit thing going on between us. I gave her my old rockablilly leather jacket; worn in, painted and repainted over a dozen times. It's an old school thing, but it's all about passing the torch and honoring the new generation. I'm not having children so the thought of me hanging on to a hand me down for a future me is out of the question. It felt really great to be able to pass the jacket down to her - She's totally the person who should have it.

Inbetween dinner and drinks we met up with a bunch of peeps at this great Czech restaurant that we'd been to once before and the food was just as delicious on Saturday! There were at least four tables of us - i'm pretty sure we managed to piss off the staff tho... maybe its cos we took up a quarter of the dining room for four hours!! lol Hey, it happens when you get to chatting - no one wants to leave!

We also purchased a live Christmas Tree and had an impromptu photo shoot on Sunday as I was beginning the decorating process. Pics to come!

Apart from spending the quality time - I Also came to the realization that I'm so not the person I was anymore so I should stop trying to be what i'm clearly not. I don't ever want to feel bad about being "left out". I'm in a whole new place in my life. A great laid back happy place filled with wonderful experiences and people who truly get me.

Got some holiday parties this week - hope to try to get some rest :)

Thursday, December 7, 2006

tired / achey

oof, spent the entire day cleaning and christmas shopping
i couldn't be more exhausted if someone made me run a marathon

at least the bathroom is semi-finished. can't wait to really clean it and take my first shower.

during the holiday break i'll paint, and probably redecorate, we'll see. i also need to buy some bedroom furnature during that time too. only so much time on those ten days off.